well.. it seems that very few people came to visit my blog.. bad or gud huh? good as well.. now i can say anythin that is perasan that will make myself satisfied with my day.. ahaha! well.. to be straight forward.. i feel that im really different.. and i dunno whether it is a good o bad.. i often think about the way i live and the achievements that i have done..   not to boast but im really confident in everything i do.. cause i got a great father beside me. and im prepared to face any challenges ahead, no matter travelling the planets or going to a war..

      and about my life, my school life, i didnt expect myself to be like top 10 smartest people in the school or wat.. i didnt expect myself to be the fastest runner in school or wat, i didnt expect myself to be the best musician or wat.. i didnt expect myself to be that religious or have super faith in God..i didnt expect myself to be a very active student in school events and clubs..  but everything's changed! not really a big changed.. im not expert in everything i mentioned above, but i feel that im balanced.. right in the middle..

       im proud to be in 4 angsana, a pure science class.. but got middle position.. and im not too gud or too bad either.. and   besides that, i feel that im becoming more and more towards a sportsman.. infact, im trying to focus on develpoing sportsmanship which u guys know wat it means.. and i started it long events at first.. but next year gonna into 400m if meng leong allows..

       and further more, im really proud that i learned my guitar by myself, and all thanks to ben teo and paul tan, they were the leaders of smkdjcf.. and from here, that is where i really pick up my guitar and learn.. they thaught me the basics like the 4 main chords.. but all i did after that, like 3 months, i bought a book and started exploring it by myself.. i mean.. im really glad that God introduce me to the world of music, and there's so often i use the talent that he gave me to lead the crowd worship him.. and im really proud that my guitar skills are standard edi cause i dun think any classes.. and all thanks to cfsmkdj people.. u guys really traded skills wit me a lot.. and now im into writing songs.. infact im preparing to do performances at last in school ...

      and in school many people say that im very active and crazy about my cocuriculum events.. well.. i dun think so seriously.. juz holding some few post like two presidents and 4 more other posts doesnt mean im great or wat.. but i agree that that's where i learn about responsibility and leadership.. and many more that im really glad to have it now.. infact i really hoping to see everyone being active in school events.. they muz experience this joy of handling jobs! schoollife is not about studying onli! it is about having fun in wateverz u do! im willing ot put more time on koku activities then tuitions.. cause i know that tuition can be a waste of time too.. and mostly people fall on that..

         well.. one more thing.. im glad that God gave me the chance to know Him.. and even more now! and to tell u the truth.. all this four things above are really God's grace.. if i dun join cf, i dun think i have them either.. all the motivations came from the leaders of cf.. and right now.. im gonna return them to the younger generations! and God is a part of CF, and God is a part of me.. so CF is a part of me! and of course, i will still continue to gain my effort to the extra mile for those things..Bible says..  for those who has more will be given more..

      And im not blaming God for putting me in a broken family, infact im really glad that he has guide me in this horrible situation.. i learned so many things and i am still learning.. such like being the man of the house, and handling money thingy.. and more independent.. hopefully it can prepare myself to be a father in the future.. there's so many things to say about this.. cant say it all at once though.. it is all about memories.. and from memories, u gained experiences and lessons.. and that's where the real me! born out.. lol.. guess have no more thing in my mind.. and one more last thing.. i really like to share memories wit each other.. aaha.. so reachout to me if u got anythin wanna say.. GOd bless.. i had fun writing this.. ciaoz..